PADAMU KU POHON...
Hi friends out there, its been a long time since I last wrote a poem. It needs a perfectly golden time to feel the urge to write, when suddenly the idea comes flowing in
..alangkah baiknya kalau otak sentiasa di beri ilham untuk menulis..apa saja yang kita fikirkan..dalam bahasa yang tepat, indah dan mengasyikkan.
I am not a poet but I love to be one, although I may not be as good as Usman Awang ,that Malaysian great poet..
But I guess I do no harm to write , biar pun sajak ni is not up to your expectations. tak kisah.
I was among many people.waiting for my son on registration day in UITM.
Suddenly I felt lonely..although there were people around..masa ni la fikiran melayang jauh..Hanya alam sebagai teman..
Bersempena tahun baru yang bakal tiba tak lama lagi..this is something for you my regular viewers to this blog. Blog yang tidak sepertinya..yang kurang serba serbi..
Read this from the heart...
Manusia berkerumun,
Ada yang duduk berjuntai berhayun,
Ada berjalan ada mengelamun.
Ada bersedih mengenang untung.
Ada yang sudah tak bangun bangun..
setiap mata ada cerita,
Setiap hati beribu kata,
setiap langkah punya agenda belaka,
setiap saat setiap ketika.
Diri sendiri ku perhatikan,
kekurangan diri, ku ingatkan;
2012 apa yang ku lakukan,
Cukup kah bekalan untuk persembahan.
Beratkah timbangan ku di sebelah kanan.
Hasrat hati masih berbaki,
Mimpi indah yang tak menjadi,
keinginan yang tak terisi,
Namun semangat ku masih berapi-api;
Menyebut namaMu aku masih tegak berdiri
Umur tidak berhenti berjalan,
Rambut hampir seputih awan,
Mata perlukan kaca untuk lebih terang,
Lutut kadang2 merajuk nak menampung badan.
Ingatan pula umpama awan menyaput bulan..
Masa tak pernah cukup,
24 jam rasa sejemput;
Semua perkara nak di cakup,
siang malam saling mengikut
Idaman di hati tak pernah luput.
Wahai Allah yang maha agong,
Hambamu ini meminta tolong;
Tahun ini sudah di hujung
Rahmat dari Mu kini ku pohon
Dosaku mungkin setinggi gunung,
Lalai ku mungkin tidak tertanggung,
Iman ku selalu terapung-apung,
Amalan ku selepas di tolak di tampung
Mungkin sudah tinggal kosong..
Ku pohon ampun dari mu jua,
Wahai Allah AzaWajalla,
Wahai pencipta perancang segala,
Mentari, bulan, alam semesta.
Yang susah, bagi Mu mudah belaka.
Dari ku janganlah Kau berpaling muka,
Rahmat dan perhatian pengiring usia
Di SINI di SANA sama bahagia..
INDAMARYA DECEMBER 2012.
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waaa...berpuisi pulak..
ReplyDeleteingat dulu2 saya suka puisi dan kumpul kata2 dari ilmuan dan pemikir terkenal...
sekarang...hmmm...
dear harnida, entah tiba2 teringat pulak menyusun kata2 indah untuk Pencipta kita.nak minta bnda besar msti la penuh gaya prsembahan kan..he he.moga Allh sudi mendengar.
ReplyDeletesalam sis, it's a nice one indeed!!! and you're rite about dat give and take concept. coz sebenarnya mmg kita ni sedikit sgt dalam memberi sdgkan dh mcm2 yg kita terima dpd pencipta yg agung. as for me, I selalu harapkan my family sentiasa diberkati dan dirahmati. mohon dijauhkan dpd sgl musibah dan malapetaka dunia. and dis goes to you with ur family serta everybody yg beriman. amin....
ReplyDeletewak pon kena antar anak dara wak sorang2 masuk kktm nanti yee.. uuuHUu
ReplyDeleteHati berlagu syahdu...masih adakah esok untuk kita?
ReplyDeleteWahhh...pandainya berpuisi. Dalam hati ada taman...
Syair syahdu, dari hati ke hati.. Love it. Kebetulan ya, I was writing a poem too.. Started it 3 days ago, lepas 3 hari baru siap amidst all emo yang kacau bilau.. huhuuu.. Bila emo baru I can write, what a sad case!
ReplyDeleteHi Indamarya, WOW! Sekali lagi....WOW! You sure look absolutely beautiful and I love your blue outfit. Looks so elegant and matches your lovely personality.
ReplyDeleteUnder different circumstances, I sure lepas handbrake chepat chari a florist shop, money no object for a beautiful lady, and get a bouquet of red roses delivered to you.....with a card attached, an invitation to dinner at either Penang's E & O, or Singapore's Raffles hotel. Your choice. Attached a return same day MAS air ticket.
Now da lupa apa nak comment re this posting...oh ya...your poem. I am impressed. Very good.
You should write more often, you have the knack for it.
You have a nice weekend, and before I lupa sekali lagi.....tengok your gambar, memory saya lintang pukang....oh ya, love your shoes, very nice.
Lee.
Kepada NYA kita bermohon.. ingat 5 Perkara sebelum 5 Perkara...
ReplyDeleteingat mengingati. Nice sharing
dear Red Rose ,looking at yr photo reminds me of my daughter.,anak lebih kurang kut dgn yr yg lady.suka dgn the way you tk cr of yr family.about the poem biasa la dh masa trlebih, kita memang suka mengarang bab2 minta ampun ni..kdg2 sedar, kdg2 tk sdar buat salah dgn Tuhan.bila kita tulis sndiri sajak mcm ni kita rasa dkat dgn DIA..kita buat la apa yg dia suruh,yg trdaya.Rahmat dari DIA yg kita harapkan..
ReplyDeletetk cr dear.
WakGelas,tk apa kita hantar anak belajar.buat mcm2 untuk depa nanti bila depa besar, insyaAllah depa tk lupa kita kan? syg anak katakan...
ReplyDeletehave a nice day friend.
MamaTim, sorry lmbt balas dok dgn anak2 di KL.ni baru balik.well, you write poems too? nice to knw that.nanti I baca na..
ReplyDeletememang I found out poems dtg dri hati..cuma kita indahkan bahasa dgn rima,dgn kiasan supaya jadi sedikit tersirat gitu..he he.
you tk cr dear
Dear JunAina, besa la dh habih krja ..merewang pi la tulis bnda ni.Sementara lauk dok garing dlm belanga, gulai dok tunggu naik minyak , kita goreng yg ni dulu.he he.
ReplyDeletedlm hati msti kena ada taman..utk org sekeliling kita, keluarga kita kan. we make them happy..
You tk cr dear.
Hi Lee, amboi, u buat I rasa mcm umuq 20 thun balik.he he.tq for the thoughts.Apa Penang? ha ha.Hey kalau u balik Penang u tengok la Penang sudah bnyk berubah, bukan lagi mcm you tinggai dulu tau..
ReplyDeletewell sometimes we feel tht we are lonely inspite of the crowds around us..masa tu timbul la segala sajak dalam kepala..
Apa ? return ticket? baguih baguih, nanti I belanja you mkn nasi kandar "Line Clear" yg popular di Penang la ni..penuh org, nak cari kerusi kosong pun payah..msti dh lama you tk mkn nsi kndar kan?
You must be freezing cold there.winter kan sekarang? anyway, jaga diri baik2 and of course simpan satu lagu dlm hati..
mamawana, yes betui apa u ckp.ingat 5 perkara sebelum dtg 5 prkara..kita hnya insan kerdil.DIA yg maha mengetahui nsib kita di SANA.sebab tu la kita msti selalu berdoa..
ReplyDeleteu tk cr.
Hi IndaMarya, I say....you on strike? Blog ta'jalan ni?
ReplyDeleteAnyway, I drop by to wish you and family a very happy new year....and all best wishes.
Stay young, stay beautiful....and hold that beautiful smile of yours.
I must say again, that pic of you atas, boleh lupa nama mak.....ha ha ha.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Lee.
Hi Lee, memang blog tk jalan ..idea dah jdi beku dan keras macam ice di Toronto..he he.actually sibuk sikit.
ReplyDeleteTQ, lupa nama mak kira ok, jgn lupa nama sndiri sudah.tu lagi teruk.habis cerita...
You keep on with that striking pose of yours..bawa smpai tahun depan..with that smile..
tk cr my friend.
What a strange coincidence that I get here at this time of the year. You are an English teacher. I am not but have tried to do it for the love of it. You claim incompetence in writing poem but have done one as well as a poet - to express your inner thoughts. I did the same but I asked a blogger poet to translate it into English to see whether she understood it the way I had wanted it to vonvey.
ReplyDeleteYou sought His helps, blessings and forgiveness. But at my age I only express how long road has been for me, the end is sure to come and I must do my last bit before I face HIM.
I pray that all your wishes will be granted, your UITM boy will perform aa well as you wish him to do. The days I wished for my children have long gone. It is their turn now. Suchh is life Cikgu. Insya Allah I will drop by again - education is in my blood. Alas, I never was a teacher in my career.
Salam Al-Manar,
ReplyDeleteFirst tq for the compliment.You flatter me.About translating a poem written in Malay into English, I think one has to a master of both languages.Its nt just about translating ,its about keeping the originality of the poem, making it 'feel'the same.Maybe u will tend to lose certain linguistic beauty,the nuances or phrases that make the poem beautiful in the original language.I still insist that the original language the poem is written in will be the most expressive one.
Life is short,to HIM we ask for blessings.Age is catching up fast, sometimes we sat reminiscing about our past .But those days was history.We only have the present to move on as HIS loyal servant.
Tq again for the gd wishes, tq for visiting my blog.May 2013 brings u mch much happiness.have a wonderful weekend ahead.
Al Manar, sorry trtinggal the word 'be' in the scnd line aftr the word to.hrp mklum.
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