Memang tak pernah berenggang. Kalau ada pun masa dia ikut rombongan sekolah or camping dengan classmates.
When he was offered a place in boarding school pun dia tak lama. 3 weeks dah cabut lari .balik for good. Homesick, just like his other siblings.Terpaksa la I faced the teachers.Filled in 7 different forms dari bahagian pentadbiran, HEM, and Koko.explaining why he wanted to quit.
He was back in Derma, a famous secondary school in Perlis. He enjoyed his days there to the fullest. Jadi penyanyi sekolah, had his own band, with his best buddies, Kevin, Keong, and Daeng.
After that tak pernah minta kemana lagi.tetap saja di Derma.
Singing is his passion.Plays the guitar. Ada 3 guitar di rumah.Dari guitar tong ke guitar electric.Kalau masuk bathroom siapla kalau tak 30 minute tak sah. Singing at the top of his voice..
Today Saturday 2nd June, he has to register in UiTM as a new undergraduate. We were early,only a few of other parents there. Then gradually semua appeared..Dengan files di tangan, long sleeves shirts..with ties on.All of them look handsome enough...
I felt a lump in my throat, sedih sangat.Air mata mencurah macam tak boleh berhenti...Biasa la bila anak masuk asrama. Makan pun tak lalu.whenever their favourite food ada depan mata mesti I tak boleh telan.
I remember every morning before I go to surau for solat subuh I would wake him up. Often bila balik surau dia tak bangkit lagi..gerak lagi gerak lagi.sampai dia naik fedup and performs his subuh prayers. Now dia dah ok.Sembahyang dia dah teratur elok walaupun kadang2 cepat semacam macam burung patuk padi..
Mak harap Suhail belajar rajin-rajin. Jadi orang berguna, kawan dengan orang yang baik2, ingat pesan, sembahyang jangan tinggal, doa jangan lupa. Mak tau one day U be a fine young man, who will make me proud. InsyaAllah perkenankan lah..Amin Amin Yarabbal 'alamin..